"Do you love me?" A question from M.
The word "Yes" almost comes out of F's mouth, but she stopped it.
"It's something hard to explain", says F. "Logic can be explained, not feeling."
F should not love M.
Why love a person who does not even see each other often, or even communicate often. Why being nice to a person who was harsh to F before. F wants to know too.
F is always lonely.
Being the only child and parents always away for business, F thinks that she is already used to the loneness.
But she's wrong.
F longs for friendship, as being part of a big group of friends.
F tries to be a nice girl, tries really hard to be a good friend.
F believes if she treats people nice, people treat her nice as well.
However, at the end, F gets hurt.
Perhaps, F cares too much about how other people think about her.
F does not give up though. F still believes that if she continues to be nice, one day, people will change their mind.
F finally realized.
She is nice to others, just because she loves to be recognized as a good/nice person/friend.
So, F loves herself more, not M.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
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